and Sarah.

time will pass,
and i'll have to say goodbye,
still,
time's not up yet.

Stop with the Slapping.

friends will
gently tap you on the shoulder
to wake you up,

good friends will
hit the snooze button
so you can sleep for
5 mins more.

great friends will
know when
you're sleeping,
even though you
look awake,
and give you a slap.
to bring you back to reality.

true friends
don't slap.

the air i breathe

pleasure
happiness
sorrow
love













did you know that scars are the roadmap to the soul?

restless

spirit.
heart.
mind.
strength.

Desperado

good friends offer help in a crisis;
great friends don't take no for an answer.

bloody awful

she will sing a sad tune,
and tell them she is fine,
and they will learn to trust her,
and let her dream,
and she will be loved,
so can we rest?
can we rest now,
darling?
can we rest?

Control

omg.
i'm sorry for being such a bitch again,
but EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

Hey What HUH

ok,
people are used to my posts
right?
the way they are written.
the way they are emotional.
they just don't care.
hmm...
i wonder what's up with you.

Longing

a smile is sexy.
because they say
"I don't have a care in the world."

Stop Whining

I'll shut up.
I realised out of the 13 years of my life,
I spent the first 3 years crying
being full of baby crap.
the next 5 years doing shit
and crying,
then another 5 years
crying somemore
cause I have nothing better to do.

there.
I spent 13 years crying.
being full of nonsense.
and being fucked up.

shut up.
I'll stop being shitty
and stop crying all the time.
I'll stop blaming PMS
when the real prob
is me.
why can't I look
at the good things in life and
treasure the great things.
I'll stop pondering over
the negative things.
and I'll start again.













but forgive me if I ponder over the bad things once in a while.

The Gift.

i'll walk up there,
7 flights of stairs,
13 flights,
i can picture it now,
20 flights,
walking,
walking,
looking down.
watching my life flash
before me.
my legs feel numb,
and i'll remember,
i have to be strong.
and strong is fighting.



the hardest thing in this world is to live in it.
i'll be brave.
i'll step away.

Rest In Peace

i know,
i should go,
but i follow you, like a man possessed,
there's a traitor here, beneath my breast,
and it hurts me more, then you've ever guessed,
if my heart could beat, it would break my chest,
but i can see, you're unimpressed,
so leave me be.

Kathryn Merteuil

she's so evil

and so




















perfect.

I'm sad.

i screwed up.
i know that.
i apologised,
and it didn't make anything better.
there won't be a resolution,
because she said
until i really let go.
i can't.
i can't let go.
i want to try.
but i feel alone.
i don't want to go through this.
and it's my fault.
i started this.
and i'll bear the consequences.
it doesn't mean i have to be happy about it.

Touched

i love you.

no you don't,
but thanks for saying it.

Alice Cooper

I think its fair to say Schools out for bloody summer

no. 0005

you're not a rubbish bin, you're a beggar.

no. 0004

that old woman's a slut.

On the Throne of Many Hues, Immortal Aphrodite.

"for if she flees, soon she'll pursue,
she doesn't accept gifts, but she'll give,
if not now loving, soon she'll love
even against her will."

emotional memory

animosity;
violent rage.

lachymose;
sorrow.

tabula rasa;
a blank slate.

a week ago

new beginnings.
yes,
we are a special bunch.
i see other classes.
and i'm glad to say.
i'd rather be in this class.

but i'm glad the year is over.