Thursday, April 2, 2009

She's Gone!

Oh, got it. Lily and Marshall Awesome. Hey have you met the Awesomes? Lily, Marshall their son Totally and their daughter Freaking?

We made it through so much,
the late nights,
the crying,
the holding hands,
the talking,
screaming,
frustration,
sacrifice,
pain,
loss,
hope,
tears,

and we see it,
through out all the discrimination,
the confusion,
the drifting away,

we see it,
the so-called silver lining,
i found myself,
i finally knew,
what i was living on for.

and in that moment,
where we put our hands,
in the center,
shouting what we were,
what we were made of,

where we held hands,
bowed our heads,
and had let the tears flow,

in the hugs,
final whisper of good luck,
and the lights grew on,
i knew what i had been doing,
i had been living,
living to find myself.

for hell,
those suicidal feelings may come back,
i may get into that emo state of mind,
and then,
i look into your eyes,
and i know,

i'll know,
when i jump off,
every single one of you will be there to catch me.

we're not a special bunch,
i see us,
doing,
trying,
getting stressed out,

because we finally understood,

because we saw what was in each others eyes,

because we cried afterall,

and because we never gave up,

we're not special,
we're truly extraordinary.

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