The Shirt

"hey we're not going to have sex for at least a month but you're awesome."

The Internet Gay Strikes Again

maple balls.

The Ceramic Doll

it's like we ran out of things to say,
and i don't like it.

Arrow Up Arrow Down

i was thinking
when we were quiet.

Sleepless Nights

this is getting to be a routine.
where i'll be dead tired all day,
and i'll use the computer until 11 or 12,
and go to sleep,
but i'll stay awake for a long time,
and i'll wake up at 12 or 1 in the afternoon.
what's happening to me???
i need help.

Other Side Of The World

move along,
and the fire fades away,
most of everyday,
is filled with tired excuses.

i wish i were simple.
it is,
isn't it,
nothing is complicated.
not if you take it apart
and analyze it.
everything's easy.
simple.
plain.

Cold Night, Dark Night.

star light,
star bright,
first star i see tonight,
i wish i may,
i wish i might,
have the wish,
i wish tonight.

will i be happy again?

no. 0122

no more hatred.
no more hating anyone.
i'll just end up
being tired,
and retardedly depressed.

Insomnia

i lie awake at night,
wondering,
turning,
closing my eyes,
willing myself to sleep.
sitting up,
falling back down.
damn it.
can't sleep.

Somethin' Stupid

92' and Still Sexy.

In every story, there's a best friend and a leading lady,
this is my life, stop being the best friend.

That's a little corny,
like how every story
needs a happy ending.
I like corny.
I need some corny in my life.

Little Truth, Doubts and Lies.

i hate second guessing
i hate being insecure
i hate it that you're joking but i don't find it funny
i hate it that i feel threatened.
i hate it that i've changed.
i hate it that the pimples on my face aren't going away.
i hate it that i have to keep quiet or my happiness will be at stake.
i hate it that you think it's easy because it isn't for me.
i hate it the things you do, the words you say, can mean so much to me,
i hate it, that no one who has seen this, would come up to me and say
"are you all right"
i know,
i've chosen to keep my mouth shut.
but it won't hurt to care
would it?




for the thousandth time that i have typed this,
i have to be brave,
i have to click publish.

Triad Of Solar Periods

Thank God you're not a mom, you're such an ice-queen, any baby nursing from you will get brain freeze.

Firestarter

Don't be an idiot,
be safe.

My Self Esteem.

I've got issues.
BIG ONES.








Written by:
The Author.

One Good Day.

We can't prevent
What we can't predict.


So enjoy this beautiful day,
for we get so few of them.

A Song To Sing

i had a dream,
and woke up,
to find out,
that you were
the only one there.

New Shoes. New Home.

How is it that people can buy houses
as if they were worth nothing.
boom.
see.saw.bought.stay.

i like this place.
it feels safe.
like home.

too bad i'm the only one who thinks so.

You Caught Me Dreaming,

You were wearing 2 pairs of high heels.
you said it made you feel taller.

Not My Best.

how cliched is it,
that everytime a guy on tv
is caring,
warm,
funny,
and every girl want him.
how sweet he is.
have you wondered,
if he was real,
he would probably pass off
as a sissy mama's boy.

and when someone so sweet
on tv can be ugly,
or handicapped,
everyone will feel touched,
and will be on his side
and no one will be
on the handsome rapist's side.
but in real life,
everyone won't even
give a damn about
ugly sweet and handicapped.
and go directly to the handsome guy.

life is twisted.