I'm Not There Anymore

And we'll be beaten down without mercy or meaning
I turn my face to a careless skyline
I'm searching hard for a sign from heaven
But they've forgotten me here


and i was totally quiet.

AND i was totally quiet.

and I was totally quiet.

and now i wonder,
if i make noise,
will they even notice?

you can say things,
you can just think it,
but i've said before,
i know what you think,
what you mean,

and it's not nice,

and i don't want to be there 20 years in the future,
regretting my choices.

but i know,
i still say hurtful things,

but please tell me,
if i don't,
there will still be something left of me.
cause i forgotten.