Meth

We're all looking for something
To take away the pain

i am trying to save a broken friendship,
for i made a mistake that shattered it all.

i am trying to shed my colours,
for i i've disgusted many with what i painted.

i have shed them all,
for i am going to create a new me,
who is happy,
who people like,
who is not easily irritated,
who is the old me,
before i changed.

i have succeeded ,
for i have forgotten what i was,
and only remember what i should not have been.

for i have forgotten
what people befriended me for,

for i have forgotten
what i should have been like,

for i have forgotten
what made me,
me.