Where Do We Go From Here?

little white roses
in the garden sir,
little white roses
dancing in the wind.

so,
i wandered around,
no friends,
no goal,
just aimlessly wandering around.

do i regret?
yes.
am i happy now?
no.

how do you get through a time,
where you don't know what to do,
who to trust,
where to rest,
what to think?

is my life going to stay this way forever?
will i be the little girl that cries all the time?
will you be looking at this,
still asking who i'm referring to,
but not ask me if i'm alright?

will i be?